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We reached home late in the evening
          and my mother gave us some tea

          and roti.

          Although we were bursting with

          emotions we decided that it would be
          safer to pretend that things had gone
          smoothly.


          While we were having tea, Mother said
          that she had been thinking about us all
          day. She had been worried. We did not

          tell her what had happened. How do
          you tell your mother that you had faced

          a snow leopard? We did not want our
          mother to worry. We smiled and bravely
          told her everything was okay.


          Somewhere we knew what we were doing was wrong. Traditionally, each herder
          is supposed to alert other herders if there is a carnivore in the valley, threatening
          the herd.


          This way, the herders going the next day are better prepared
          and can be accompanied by four instead of two shepherds to                       How do you    Let’s connect

          protect the animals and themselves. Instead, we had decided                      get rid of guilt?
          to keep the news secret, to ourselves.                                            life skill  managing emotions

          We were ridden with guilt!


          The next day, I noticed that since we had not alerted the villagers about the snow
          leopard, only one male shepherd went into the pasture. We worried ourselves sick
          about what would happen. Would our friend be in danger? By deciding not to tell

          anyone, had we put his or the goats’ lives in danger?

          For a whole day, we waited, standing at the entrance of
          the village, our eyes glued to the mountains.                              traditionally: usually
                                                                                     carnivore: an animal that eats
          By the evening, our friend returned. Thankfully, no                        meat
                                                                                     accompanied: went with
          animal was harmed.                                                         someone
                                                                                     ridden with guilt: to feel
          After about two months, I gathered the courage to                          unhappy because you think
                                                                                     that you have done something
          confess to my mother about what had happened and how                       wrong

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